Untried and True ,All very stimulating influences, Valentine's Day, The New Moon, Fat Tuesday, Ash Wednesday; unique as a collection and of sequence; and, all combigning spiritual atmospheres and stories connecting, as it seems to me, to feel more alive and awake mentally ...lucida grande ... Live well and/or Live Right ...
...my thoughts drift to "what is lucid dreamimg"..
Away from the poetic impules of The feasts...
..my discern of thought generate on to next.., advances to... fast ...
.., and, Although MY thinking may be somewhat lacking... into, or out of, principle applications... it is in the Spirit Of, and finding the Spirit ... and allowing the Spirit...
... for reason from a season... to continue thoughts
..these are from the (February 8th (2/08/2010) ("Are "The Scales" On Or Off)...
... and of experience, or experiencing..in open, or in private, prayer...
...and... the scales ... ...and "The weight of the world"...
...and stirring in "A Crisis Of Faith" in the daily understandings..;
Most details here are from outside resources from what these thoughts formed, it is my own concept of these to understand(2/5/2010) (i drifted there...) and of all, for me to find use, and more to importance of/in the current day; conscienciuosly by sharing the means of Philosophy's and Science's and doing so with a relative formula for me to relate (...without stepping on my own Religious Cores) SOME THINGS WELL GROUNDED (Song, Hinn, 1/22/2010); none of these to use in any manner, that suggests Testing God; the point in seasons, being neer to Jesus's 40 days after His Baptism; to harnessing from all of these, thoughts to relate, and there starts the wheels turning, to refrain from mere rabling, to rolling on with quality and dignity to any figuring to digest, mingled with "The Transfiguration Of Jesus"....
..."The weight of the world"...
Cherub, is that an experience, is that the right word?
... Efforts now are in focus to a discipline that will make up for this in the scope of my intuition; to say it better, this is way out there and probably means nothing, yet may be, it is a personal gift in view; I Caution myself in communicating sharing this with others to prevent what could seem to encounter certain unspoken differences, reservations or sensitivities, and to be considerate -
...AGAIN ...my thoughts drift to "what is lucid dreamimg"...
... God's Chariot and Horses of Flame... (God's Chariot of Flame?)(or both the Horses and the Chariot, of flame?) Concidered "way out there", WOE , where's that determination comming from ones personal thoughts? ...NOT TO identify ANY ego with everything of think, say; and into believe,... NOT WITHOUT DISCERN..
The Lord ? America? Someone else ? There is only one Jesus.
Horses... The Magnificent Horse in Period Film ...
Something circumstancial: A LARGE CROSS MADE IN THE CLOUDS; MADE OF JETSTREAMS(chem-trails) IN THE SKY. Filling the sky, as it drifts accross the horizone into the eastern twighlight bay adarkening, as JUST A MOMENT AGO, and "as I saw it"... IT JUST FLOATED ACCROSS THE HORIZON; so, no big deal !.
..WHETHER THE NATURAL, OR MAN MADE, I race to trackdown which stars or planets brilliant light were shown through at the edges and corners to highlight the phenomena; I want to mark the track for future referencing.
VENUS, to the North, Jupiter at south center Sky, and Mercury to the Southern South; each aligned straight to this cross, from base to Mercury at top post.(I believe..editing as I research that more)
...And so in all as I do this much, I found the astrodient temptation irrasistable; ironicly providing the main stream of "Untried and True", yet it was this image that glazed this influence of mystery of spirit being; the all of everything happening this eve on Ash Wednsday, February 17th, 2010 6:40 pm PST
The ideal environment is to me "in the now"; to "Hear God and Remember"
LOOKING IT UP : "do unto Me" "jesus" hear remember heaven
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While the day may seem depressing and restrictive, like a driving activity, or a calling need, to an area of seemingly should be everyday life, where one notices something personal; and in that, they may feel a want to break out of a rut; the pondering to is, "is it a rut?". Regaurdless the find is that you cannot, because some barrier is holding you back from SIMPLY "being yourself".
SO Many interferes with what you are doing.
As "the weight of the world" is too heavy, can you expect help even if you asked for it? However, you choose, what reinforce the your focus and what can materialise out of my goals without contributing to the credability to the parts that apply to the very circumstances that leave one lonely and isolated... (far short of saying "a failure")?
The ideal environment may connect to these holidays (or Holy Days), and really may have a fabric of some universal materials that can reall help a person (at least myself), to meditate and focus on what you know, and what you want; and if others can listen, as I think I have, or am listening, and then take into concideration what others want; maybe we all can begin to build and work, or relax, as we can arrive at a level of satisfactory compromises.
Not to spoil our own Ideal Environment, but to be aware as we start any change from our norms, if to take ourself and our ego too seriously! In making changes we often feel quite irritable and can easily be set off by trivial threads. Not to act tooo defensively on issues, especially if really there is nothing at any real stake. One problem we identify our ego with everything we think, and say, and then we believe.
Daily study; GIDEONS Daily Bible Readings
For: February 8Leviticus 4, 5, 6 and Matthew 25:1-30
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Matthew 5:1-26 Back to Top
This is a good time for mental work. You plan very effectively, with a clear objective perception of the facts, and you think very carefully, paying close attention to detail. Your mind easily resolves a difficult and complex issue into its component parts so
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